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Defloration.tv- Marie Poucette

Hi everyone I turned 18 years old just a few days ago and today Im already telling you my story while I was a virgin and Im saying this because I am about to lose my virginity here at this amazing studio with a special someone later My whole life was amazing and my childhood as well and that is because I had a best friend in the school in the early classes she was a girl, we spent our entire time together we went everywhere together so basically we were besties. But at one point she was gone from my life and I didnt mean it in the way that nothing better happen between us but she just disappeared… Read more >>> she left school she didnt text me she didnt write me and I had no idea what was going on and I lost my best friend Our friendship for me meant a little more than to her or at least thats what I think it is.. There is this one time that stuck in my head forever it was a rainy day and we finished school were on outside of holding hands and walking around under the rain it felt really romantic at least to me, then we went to her home and as we were changing our clothes because of you were completely wet because of the rain I really wanted to get closer to her so that my body could be pushing against hers I wanted to touch her skin to kiss her neck and perhaps do some other things as well But I never got this courage nor the opportunity to do it because I was shy and I was afraid what were cheating about me after this and then Is one point she was just gone from my life so I missed on this opportunity and ever since then I cannot stop thinking about her not a single day passes by when I dont think about this or about her So this really makes me crazy all the time and at the studio today the producer was asking too many questions about this girl my best friend from school and every time I have to think about her to ask her it was kind of hurting me inside but at the same time its made it easier towards the end of the shooting because I never spoke with anyone about this So in a way you can say that this was like a therapy session to me and at the end I was feeling really nice although I would give anything to find her meets her speak to her and tell her everything that I felt and still feel about her. At this point you might think that I never had a relationship because I am obsessed with her, but no, I didnt have one relationship with a girl and it was completely awful Because at first it was all perfect but then with time as we were making out hugging and touching each other in this period of our relationship she mentioned that it would probably be a good time for me to lose my virginity with her and I told her my perspective on this the way I see this and the way I want this. But she never listen to me and she was being very pushy, I didnt like it, in fact I hated it and I was trying to reach her but she was just pushing me away with what I wanted so we broke up and never came to the final step. So, I am still a virgin, this is why I am at the studio today, this is why Im telling you my story and hopefully with the next couple of days I can say goodbye to my virginity here with a professional experienced man But at first I really, really wanna try it with a girl because as you understand I am into girls more than guys, even all my friends in life are mostly girls and just a few guys. And I also enjoy watching erotica videos so they are all about lesbians and this is also reason why I want to see my first sexual experience I really want to be with a girl First of all because girls are more caring for each other and second of all a girl wouldnt be as pushy and maybe even harsh as a guy when it comes to sex If you want to see me having my first sexual experience with a girl and also with a guy youll have to stick around and hopefully the producer and his team will make my dreams come through Collapse