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Defloration.tv- Rita Hytropop

Hi This experience which I got myself into was the hardest one that I have ever done to myself in my entire life and I am here today to tell you why I am saying so about this So it all started with me growing up in a family that never really cared about me nor was showing any interest in my childhood and my experiences in life when I was growing up, so this has made me always very frustrated and I couldnt trust anyone not even myself and of course not my parents I know that I am not alone in this world who grows up like this and it is very very sad to say so but it is true and sadly such things do happen in life for example when I was in school… Read more >>> I was friends, very close friends with a very nice girl in my class, and she was showing me a lot of interest I was taking it as a compliment because nobody else would coma but this one time we stayed after school and she was getting close to me and she was getting touchy at one point we just started kissing and her hand or slowly going down to my panties she started caressing my virgin pussy I did not like this at all, and the reason for this is that like I told you I grew up in a family that did not care for me much nor stood up when I needed them a lot So I was getting bullied a Lawton school as well as all the people that I consider to be my friends they were just beating me up after school, but I was still trying to forget and forgive them although it wasnt the best option that I shouldve done this got me to be a person that is not allowing any other person into my life or any other person to be touching me at any point any spots and I dont even touch myself like old other girls were doing in school and I heard on speaking about masturbation and I tried it once and it didnt work out it felt weird and it was psychologically very wrong for me, so when I tried to get into relationships they never worked out because in my opinion all the guys betrayed me in a way that we couldnt even reach the six phase and they were already trying to get inside my panties and all of them try to fuck me and so I said enough But now that I am 18 and even just before I turned 18 I already considered coming to the studio and wanted to say that it would be like jumping off a cliff speaking with other birds is trying to throw myself into something big and just let it do all the scary things that I have to go to anyways in life This is why I came to the studio, and I want to prove to myself that I can start to be more socializing start getting some experience oh hits me myself as well as girls and guys so while the casting was going through I told him that I really wanna have sexual experience with a girl and also with a guy When I said this the producer stopped believing me that I was very closed up, and it made him hard to believe that Im not letting anyone anywhere close to me, but nonetheless I am going to go through this process today at the casting and then Im gonna have my first lesbian experience as well as Im gonna lose my virginity with a man that they will let me choose for my shooting. Collapse